Edicsion of masturbation story

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masturbation story of a person😩😔

Hii gys I am 18year old and I started masturbation in 8th class that time I am a small child I don't know 🤷‍♂️🤦‍♀️what is this 😲 It effect and side effects 😔 it is year 2015 that time I don't have Information about this and I do masturbation 6to8 time a day Then my body starting adopting it I do masturbation for fun 😝 When I realized it's too late I see my body is not well doing my weight hights are not growing then all child's then I realise that In 9th class last Then I failed in 8th standard I don't realise that time then we give money to sir pls pass me 🙏 then he also say yes but In in 9th I failed twice I feel very bad 👎 my mind is going some other direction 😔😔then my parents says repeat the call I sain No 😔My nature change to faster my anger is growing faster I am doing masturbation 😔😔then also I am am feeling horney many times a day then I find My relative hot she was 35yr old and I only 15or 16 this age is like this only but my penise is getting changes and I am feeling horney many time I am don't abel to study every time I am feeling horney and doing masturbation 😔😔  When I am horney I thik all sit 😔😔 I think about sex with relative, sister, Grand mother and My real mom 😔😔when I am horney I think all sitt about them and when I do masturbation after I fell to giltey many times I don't abel to study 😔😔and then I have no way to stop this 🙅 I am no gf (girlfriend) because I do masturbation my body structure going in wrong and my face gets dull and pimples and many things I am not saying that masturbation is ❌wrong but It has there own time I will tell this in next blogg so we continue our Story 😔I am thinking about dieing my mind is going in a wrong way then I don't do masturbation 2or 3 days by occasions and all 😔 but then my body is edited to it I have many energy to do masturbation😔Then what happened it's very wrong and same full that time I don't see porns It's good because I don't know What to do but I know what happened in sex and all when I don't masturbate then my body have many  bad energy to do masturbation 😔 but I am stoping my body I am not going bathroom for many times I got fair to masturbation then one day I go my relative home and I saw she is Wheiring clothes 👗👚👖😔I fastley hide and saw her pink pussy first time then my mind go durter then ever I come in bathroom and masturbate 😔Then I masturbate 8times 😔I am thinking about  her pussy all day her hips her boobs 😔and Then my aunt one day say me 😩pls sit in my scootey Let's go to a ride When she is riding I am doing my work I am getting heated my penise is heating 😔and then Slowly slowly I touch my penise to her hips I am getting fun 😑and then my penise throw some 💦water 💧 then we arrived 🏠hone then I run to bathroom and masturbate many times I getting fun in this 😲 I am not abel to control my self 😔😩then after masturbate I feel to glity and one more turn is coming to my life soon 😩😔It's very same full 😔then she relise that I am doing something behind her in scooty 😔then she didn't let me go with her next time ⌚ I Am felling too lowley my body want a big girl or anty to masturbate then Can't control my body I am starting to see 👀 my mom nude she have big boobs big hips and my body attaract with her that time I was small I don't know 🤷‍♂️ what to do about this 🙅😲 I am getting fun and more. Fun to see her I continuely masturbateing then one day I sleep with my mom it's a day I got fun and fun which I don't get in life 😔 I don't know 🤷‍♂️ what to do she is sleeping 💤😴 with me I open her pant and touch her pussy heairs I am touching her pussy and doing masturbation 😔 and getting fun I don't what to do that time I masturbae 8time at night only 😔then I am getting edited to Ward my mom I go every night and do masturbation😔😔 and then one day someone tell about porns I saw what happened in that then that night I go close to my mom and open my dig and touch my penise with her hips I am getting unlimited fun I remember I do it one more time with relative in scooty but it doesn't fell that much good like in bed 🛏I feel very fun it continues many time 😔 then one day I am getting closer to my mom and I am want to do everything with her 😔I am doing masturbation regular I am getting fun and more fun then before I started to open her clothes and she saw me or catch me and then I am is in mad ness of masturbation I want to masturbation so I want I forced her to do she don't she say it's not right but I am mad that time ⌚😔 I force her every day she sa no then I make a plan I am behaving like I understand that it's wrong and she gets faith in me I say I will massage you rub her legs then slowly slowly I go up to her hips and shakes them itno my dig and I getting fun  too much fun 😔😩😩Then she realised it he is doing something wrong she give me  a tight slap she bit me a lot but I am getting Edicted by my body then I regular force my mom 😩😔I say pls do it 😔A bad day comes in my life a big turn in my life my mom gets DEASEASE 😩😔she went to her father house immediately 😔she give us money and ran to her father house she left my father brother and me 😩 and In hospital she gets infomed she had a series case of pelia I feel 😭guilty 😩I want to do swiside then she tell me don't do it you are strong don't do anything wrong other wise I will die then I realized I am doing wrong and going wrong I gets difference between masturbation and edition of masturbation then I see 👀blogs of many peoples and I realized It is not bad to masturbate it's common but in there time ⌚ not earlier So I do masturbate but I am not edited to it I got control in it 😔but when I think about old days I fell embarrased 😔😩and 😔guilty 

Conclusion 

Is that do masturbation in time when you reach to adolescent And don't get edited to it in next blogg I will tell about how to left masturbation A simple way please see 👀it I controling my body I am not doing anything wrong